sit, and wait.

(Present)

Today I learned how far 8,650 miles truly felt. When your loved one gets hurt there’s not a damn thing you can do about it but sit and wait. I’ve never felt so far, and so alone in this than I did today. Not being able to do anything to help or to just hold your hand well your in pain, not being able to touch you just broke me. It’s a kinda pain not many understand because they’ve never been through it, I don’t blame them, I just don’t want to tell them because I don’t want pity or to be constantly annoyed by them asking and asking how everything is going, all I want is to be able to be there with you, to see you well and then off you can go. But I don’t have that option do I. I don’t have any option really. But to sit and wait.