I love my husband, I completely 100% support his career choices. Whatever he wants to do that makes him happy i support him. I know he supports me too, he pushes me to do what i love, and I love that about him, i know having a daycare in our house cant easy for him, he’s so messy and doesn’t know how to clean up after himself, so me constantly on his ass has to be annoying but hey, i already clean up after myself and our 2 kids so why should i have to clean up his stuff too. I almost miss his messes, the way he seems to never be able to find the laundry basket, or the way he doesn’t clean his bathroom, gross right? I think he cleaned his shower like twice… maybe. I miss hi trails he leaves so you always know where he has been. I miss his company when he used to come home every night after work, even if it was late at night. I miss the way he used to play with my hair,and tickle me tell i fell asleep. It’s been 3 months since he deployed and right now, being the holidays, everything seems like so much longer, and his coming home time seems so much further away, 10 months away. Sounds like a lifetime away, yet a couple weeks ago i was thinking about how fast time was going… I don’t know maybe the holidays will bring out the worst in military spouses, because they realize how being alone truly feels…its no different then our sons birthday, or our anniversary, or his birthday, or thanksgiving i guess but for some reason, I don’t know christmas just doesn’t feel right with out him by my side. And I don’t even want to know how New Years will feel… not looking forward to that holiday either.
How do people get through the holidays without their husbands?
Military wife just breathe 