Getting closer..

I was at Target tonight, I had a little déjà vu, when me and my husband where I think 17, it was our first “Black Friday” together, it was also our first all nighter alone I think. Neither of us had any money, and neither of us wanted anything that I could remember anyways.. we sat in the target parking lot for over 4 hours just talking, taking silly pictures, just being us with not a worry or care in the world. Crazy to think that was 12 years ago, gosh that makes me feel old. Now a days, everything is so different. Now, I’d prefer to just skip the holidays this year because even though we are surrounded by family it’s not the same, nothing is the same with out you here with us. It almost feels like it’s not worth celebrating because you can’t celebrate with us. This time of year is time to spend bonding with family, and the only person I want to bond with is you, which is funny because usually when your here I call you the grinch because you hate Christmas and everything but for some reason, I still miss ya. I always miss you. ❤️