Open

I’ve never been open with my writing before. Makes me feel exposed, like letting people get to know me, truly know me for some reason always scared the hell out of me. Now, I honestly have no idea why I don’t feel that way anymore? Maybe I want to know that being alone, doesn’t last, and missing your husband gets easier, being a single mom of 2 well daddy is deployed somehow gets easier? I want to feel relation to at least one person in this big ass world, knowing that someone else has gone through what I’m going through, or is currently struggling everyday, just like I am. Knowing that other people have gone through something makes me feel some kind of calm like everything will be ok someday, even if it’s not right now.. I hope that people that are reading these, can somewhat relate and know that your not alone, even if you feel like your the only one in the room. -Shelby