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Well, today I cried like a fool, with my ass sunglasses on so the kids couldn’t see my tears, just let it all flow down my cheeks, puddling onto my neck and shirt. My daughter, “I’m going to bring this Carmel roll home for daddy” “Mommy please change the station this song makes me sadContinue reading “Holidays are starting..”

I feel like I want to tell you everything, like I don’t know who else to tell when I get good news, or even bad news. It’s difficult for me to open up to people, always has been, that’s why I’ve been a writer all my life, when my life gets exciting or emotional orContinue reading “importance”

It was one of those days, the ones that you got absolutely no sleep, because your 4 year old thought there was a monster in your room, and your lil one was sick and uncomfortable. You look at yourself in the mirror and wonder if you should try and cover up the big bags underContinue reading “Thank you for your service..”

Do you ever feeling like your life is so routine, that your just floating day to day, doing to the same things everyday, seeing the same people everyday, eating the same foods, running the errands, just boring. Nothing exciting is happening, your doing nothing exciting because your too scared or too tired or too emotionallyContinue reading “Floating”

(Present) Today I learned how far 8,650 miles truly felt. When your loved one gets hurt there’s not a damn thing you can do about it but sit and wait. I’ve never felt so far, and so alone in this than I did today. Not being able to do anything to help or to justContinue reading “sit, and wait.”

Today was one of those days.. no one sees it no one hears it. Sometimes you feel better sometimes you don’t. Knowing that everyone and everything around you is still going but you are just sitting there in silence tears running down your face and you don’t even know what’s actually wrong… is it yourContinue reading “Cry it out”

Present… I have this shirt of yours in my closet in the floor, sitting in top of my scrap book stuff, I never washed it when you where home a couple months ago..it’s weird but it was hard for me to do the laundry at all honestly, putting away your clothes for the last timeContinue reading “Your shirt”

I honestly don’t even know where to start, do I go all the way back to the beginning, or do I start say 10 year ago? This is hard, but it’s also hard for anyone to understand slightly where I’m coming from if they don’t know the whole story, but I feel like that willContinue reading “the past.. makes us who we are today.”